Hey guys…
Um, hi there. Before you all jump on me, actually, I’m not even sure how many of us still use these. It seems to have become one of the thousands of passing trends that simply slips away after a few week. Regardless, I’m here to address why I’ve been so, er…stand off-ish as of late.
As I’m sure you all know, my mother was diagnosed with schizophrenia when I was really young. Schizophrenia is a hereditary disease with almost a hundred different symptoms, like headaches, sensitivity to light, mood swings, hallucinations-… but I guess I’m getting ahead of myself. You’re already on the computer, so you don’t need me to…what was it that you called it the other day, JJ? “Go all Wikipedia on you.” (Incidentally, I don’t know how much of you are following the news about SOPA, but the bill is going through voting tomorrow. Who knows? Maybe you will need me to be Wikipedia.)
Sorry, sorry. But… the symptoms of schizophrenia generally manifest themselves between the ages of 23 and 29, and while it’s not the sole reason, I must confess that…my fear and…maybe even my chagrin that I may have inherited the disease from my mother, has certainly contributed to my off color attitude as of late. I just wanted to say thank you, for sticking with me even though I wasn’t myself. You’re all collectively the reason that I’m still with the FBI, because…well, you make me feel like I belong, and…that’s not a feeling I get to experience a lot of other places.
So thank you for the birthday party. Now that I’m thirty (Wow…I know, right?) I’m starting to cautiously see hope. A light at the end of the tunnel, if you will, and…You guys have helped me. So, yeah…I guess that’s it. And uh, I will see you guys tomorrow…
(via expertoneverything-deac)
“Hotch, I was a twelve-year-old child prodigy in a Las Vegas public high school. You kick like a nine-year-old girl.”
1x06 L.D.S.K.
(via criminalmindsfan)
OOC I believe is the term
Yes, I’m aware I made my blog first, and I’m aware that I stopped blogging first as well. Sorry, but life happens and I sorta just stopped. I guess the group ended up not being what I really expected. So yeah, I think guidelines would be good.
If you guys wanna do para blogging, then that works for me. I’d originally planned for this to just sorta be more of a free thing, so we could blog as the characters in reaction to what happens each show. But i love writing so if you’d rather that, I’m all for it.
Also, and this is where I must insist, the weddings? Yeah that’s gotta stop. It was good and fun for a while, I get it, but when we ended up doing nothing but blogging each other in relationships, that’s when I started NOT logging on. I mean, think of it reealistically. Sure, these guys tease each other. Morgan will nudge everyone now and then with an insinuative joke, and Garcia…well no Penny might actually plan weddings, but it’s not all she does. And I can’t see any of the team members actually letting that become how they spend most of there online time.
So I think that what we all really need to work on is staying in character. Which may or may not be easier when the show starts back up again and we’re watching every week. Just throwing out ideas. I don’t even know if you guys log on anymore..
But I just got like 2 seasons of CM on DVD so, I’m back up. Messages are encouraged. As for you all reading this who aren’t part of the “group” please feel free to join up. I for one would love a Hotch.
